Would You Love Me?

Would you love me...
when i smile so bright? &...
would you love me...
when i have tears in my eyes? &...
would you love me...
when i ask you to stay? but...
would you love me...
when i push you away?


would you love me...

cuz i'm the hottest you could find? &...
would you love me...
cuz everyone else calls you mine? &...
would you love me...
cuz i'm where the party starts? but...
would you love me...
when i'd be drunk on a helluva lot?



would you love me...
when i kiss your lips goodbye? &...
would you love me...
when i hug your sweet return? &...
would you love me...
cuz you love my soul? but...
would you love me...
when i'm outta control?


would you love me...
when i whisper in your ear "honey"? &...
would you love me...
when i make lots of money? &...
would you love me...
when i stand by you in your faults? but...
would you love me...
when i take my fall?

would you love me...
as years pass by?
&...
would you love me...
as old age comes along?
&...
would you love me...
as i may irritate & fight?
but...
would you love me...
as i'd love you still?

Chimes

Each night when I fall asleep...
its sweet sound acts like a lullaby…
my day may have been good, bad, horrible...
but the air blows through it &
its sweet symphony melts my heart…
eases my mind & soothes me…
It produces a melody every night...
that puts my mind & heart to rest in a way that is indescribable…

Before I sleep, I smile for no reason…
like you do when your in love…
I feel the very same warmth…
like you do when you are being hugged…
I love the feeling it gives me…
the sweet little butterfly hanging between the resonant hollow pillars…
I love the melody they create in tandem…
my sweet everyday lullaby!!!

Is It Over?

is it over... is it really the end?
its not over.. if your asking this question...
its not over until you want it to end...
is it over when you want it to end?

maybe ya.. maybe not...
if you're thinking about it consciously...
& trying for it to end...
its not over.... cuz u're still thinkin' about it!

if you're not putting enough to make it end...
you're clearly not wanting over...
you're not trying your best...
maybe cuz u still dont want it to end!

to let it free... or to think over it...
how would i know... ever...
both are two different things...
but in the end, mean the same thing!

so.. temme how do i know...
is it over.. is it really the end???
its just a simple question, i ponder over...
how do i know... if it really is over???

Look Who is Standing By...

You taught me how to walk...
but, i may have learned how to run...
you gave me a beautiful life...
though, i may have given it the twists & turns...
yet, you have always stood by me...
but, i was the one who never noticed...

i may have been ungrateful before...

i may have behaved thanklessly...

i may have been ruthful in what i said...

i may have been reckless in what i did...

but you still always loved me...

inspite of my every behavior...

but then i met a boy...

who said that he loved me...

you said he is not right...

but i still believed him anyway...

i may have been here 2 decades...

but you have been through 5...

if you say something...

it always has its' good reasons!!!

today i accept that you were right...

how could he have loved me???

when he did not even love himself...

how could he have loved me???

when he did not even know what love meant!!!

i may have been thankless yesterday...

but today im sorry & thankful...

that you saved me from a creep...

who is just a family "black sheep"!!!

i should have never have had trusted him...

when he himself never trusted himself...

i should have had never thought of his good/bad...

when all he fears is, he will end up like his dad!!!

how can a guy do good for me...

when he cannot even think for himself...

how can he ever run his family without stumbling...

when he thinks im like his strong mum & he like his dad, fumbling...

still, i wonder why he always wants to keep things on the back burner...

when he feared, in few years, like his mum, i will be the sole bread earner!!!

he did not value me for the love i gave him...

he just said, he's scared, he will end up like his dad!!!

he did not value the trust i put in him...

but, because i did, he thinks im mad...

he is right when he called me potential "crazy"...

i must have been crazy to be crazy about him!!!

& today, i stand tall... even at 5'2"...

because im backed by a dad... who fights all odds...

because i have a mom who loves me & cries in my pain!!!

& today, even at 5'11"... he is nothing...

because he is backed by someone he doesn't respect...

because he is loved by someone, who he, "pities"!!!

The Run!!!

i run... i will always run...

i dont run to beat u...

i run... cuz i need to!!!

im not running away...

im just  running along the way!!!

you ran with me... briefly...

for some time...

u promised you'd run along...

till the end of time...

but u got tired too soon...

but, its still not my time!!!

you took your stop...

i understand you had to...

i slowed down a little...

so you can catch along...

but u just gave up...

but, i hapta go on!!!

i missed out a lot...

while i slowed down for u...

i missed out a lot...

cuz i ran for me & u...

cuz i forgot, u were just tagging along...

i forgot, i was running for me, not for u!

Winter Love!

i found this poem hiding in my closet.. Made me realize, i love this season, right from my bachpan time :D

It beeps two times... it beeps some more...

even though it shouldn't... it repeats some more...

please dont beep... any sooner again...

those 5 silent minutes... & then it beeps again...

ah... the winter snooze!

im all tucked up... from head to toe...
capped right up & booted below...
im all zipped up... but i still feel the chill...
sometimes downstream & other times, uphill...
ah.... the winter breeze!

i feel like a baby... who cant walk on its own...
im so stuffed... all clothes, cant feel a bone...
yet, jack frost finds the perfect kissing pose...
& places one tight one... up my nose...

ah.... the winter sneeze!

after all that is said & done...

there still one thing that cant be undone...

i will always love the winter season...

irrespective of rhyme or reason! ;P

Its a Miracle!

Everyday or the other.. i see a miracle... :)
it happens... whether or not you believe...
you were a miracle to someone...
someone will be a miracle to you someday!!!


the old boots you threw into garbage...
were a miracle to the janitor's son...
your immediate boss got a better job...
you loathed him... but he turned out to be your miracle... :)


sometimes in life...
you just got to realize...
that you are a miracle...
waiting to happen to someone!


we will witness a miracle...
today, tomorrow & everyday...
value the miracle...
its called LIFE!

Stink-o-mania!!!

We women are so conscious... conscious of just about everything...

what clothes we wear...
what jewelery we adorn...
what heels we walk on...

what looks we give...
what looks we get...
what looks we want...

we put in so much effort...
to look smashing hot...

everything we do...
is so thought off...
everything we show...
is so manipulated!!!

every month we visit the beauty salon...
in for some serious deforestation...
from the eyebrows & upper lip...
to oh... it hurts so bad... bikini wax...

every morning we wake up...

& fix our worn looks...

brush the darn baffled hair...

clean up bright & nice...

& wear our brand new face...

we look at the mirror...

& feel so dead darn good...

we blow ourself a kiss!!!

muaaaah!!!!

we reach our school/college/office...

women eye us with envy...

men drool over us...

but some women wonder why...

no guy comes nearby...

no one asks out for coffee...

leave alone a dinner date...

they just stare from far...

paas kyu nai ata yaar???

dear drop dead good looking woman...

i will tell you why...

because when you put in so much effort...

you forgot the one aspect...

that drives them wild...

your scent!!!

i don't understand...

how some women who put in all the effort...

can be ignorant enough to forget this aspect...

& look so good but stink so bad...

that all i feel for them is... SORRY!!!

Thank You!

I once loved a boi, who was so undeserving...
I was faithful like a dog & trusted him blindly...
He was a lady's man & had beautiful stories to tell...
& because of his sweet talks, in love I fell...
But, he took my heart and crushed it beneath his feet...
when he decided that its time to cheat!!!

i cried like a baby, i was so devastated...
6 months of my life had gone all wasted....
i never really dreamed of marrying this guy...
hence, i don't really think, he deserves all that hue and cry...
he stood me up on valentines, and gave the worst explanation ever...
but, i still fell for it, i guess stupidity has been with me like forever!!!

i hate him so much... i could strangle him to death...
cuz, he din't even have to decency to apologize or accept...
he lied, lied and lied some more...
i died, died and died some more...

i decided to never give anyone the power to hurt me again...
to never let anyone have the ability to give me the pain...
to never love anyone so much that it'd hurt to let go...
to always be happy, independent and on my toes!!!

Then, you came along, and things went upside down...
i showed you no feelings, but you still kept me safe and warm...
i gave you no love but you gave me unconditional love in return...
you helped me regain the trust and claim the path of my real self return...
how could you love me so unconditionally... when i was being so heartless...
but thanks to you... i know i am so blessed!!!

we may not be together.... but you will always be the most vital part of my heart...
cuz you made my life beautiful... by just being an integral part!!!
THANK YOU!!!

FADING MEMORIES!!!

Life takes us high & then brings us down…
Along the path, we find a million people…
Some are strangers, some acquaintances…
& others are the ones that touch our life in some way…
Some bring us down, some lift us up…
& some just stand by us…
These touch our lives in a special way!!!

You, my dear friend, call yourself the devil…
But you my dear friend happen to be my angel…
I know we don’t talk much anymore…
I know there is scarcity of time…
I know we have other obligations…
& there are other people we need to meet...
But you must know, I will always carry you with me!!!

The mind might forget, the heart never shall…
We might not meet, but you are imprinted in my heart…
We may not talk, but I will always remember your voice…
I may make new friends, but you will always remain the closest…
You may be far, but you will always live in my heart…
The memory might fade, but that will not affect you…
CUZ YOU’RE SAFE IN MY HEART!!!

The Leaf!

When I turn back the pages of my life…

I come across many people who have touched my life…

One is my mother, who gave me this life…

Two is the father, who made my life…

Then came the sister, which I wanted more than my life…

Four of us constitute a family, and that’s the truth of life!!!

I turn over the pages and make new friends…

Some are girls, the other’s boy friends…

Life suddenly became different from the incoming of friends…

Family took a backseat, first came friends!!!

Fast forward the life, old age’s turn…

Gone was the past, am in the present, let’s see what the future has in store…

I see no friends… so I decide to take a U-turn…

& go back to the family, I knew before!!!

I see my family waiting for me…

They know that I have turned a new leaf…

I never realised it could have been so stupid of me…

I was running after many, when I already had the best of all the leaves!!!