Oops... It Was a Mistake!

You never do anything right... i've been told that like a million times... i've made so many mistakes... that now, im conveniently blamed for everything that goes wrong... the mistakes of my past.. haunt me in the present... i cry... but you don't give a damn... and when you cry and i don't give a damn... then, i'm heartless!!!

i loved you.. like crazy... i could kill for you.. i could die for you... because i'm the give and take kinna person... i though you loved me..  so you got love in return... but when i was super confident on you... you pushed me off the cliff... i had a fall.. and a huge one... into the water.. i literally drowned... and i lost all the trust i had in you... but now you expect me to trust you again.. and because i have trouble doing the same... you're going all out and conveniently declaring that i walked out on you... that im a cheater... that it is my fault and i changed my colors... that i should understand... why... temme??? why should i understand???

i agree you stayed by my side when i needed you... but i stood by your side too... i fought for you... with everyone... i literally was fighting the whole dead darn world... because i was super confident... i was sure... but what did you do in return... when i was all alone with no one beside me but you, thaz when you told me the truth... thaz when you pushed me away... and i had to apologize... to the whole damn world.. cuz yes.. it was my fault.. i was on the wrong side... and the world accepted me back... and now, you want me back and hope for me to make the same mistake??? why???

i learned from my mistakes.. its high time, you learn from yourz!!!

I've Let Go... n I'm Not Coming Back!

i'm frank, honest and on the face... if i need your advice, i will ask for it... before giving you an advice, i will ask if you need it... if i ask you to do something, i mean it... if i tell you ill do something, i mean it even more... so if i tell you on your face... that im letting go off you... you gotta know, i am letting go... i don't even wanna be a formal friend!

you were nice to me... you were my whole world... when i let go off you... my world was go.. going... gone!!! but i am strong... and i overcame it... you learn to be strong too... don't blame me for loosing your world... if you were dedicated enough... even towards just yourself... you could still have had your world... but now, realize we have different worlds... n don't you dare blame my friends for this... they helped me rebuild my world again... they gave me a real world... n you gave me a real lesson... and you hurt me enough bad... so stop trying to hurt me more.. it doesn't work any more!!!

i can only take as much as i can.. then... i tell on the face... i can't bear it no more... i don't wanna talk.. n i'm not gonna talk... i will ignore your texts, your calls... i will even ignore your existence... and when i do the same... i don't mean to sound rude.. but i know this much... i've let go... n i'm not coming back!