Its a Miracle!

Everyday or the other.. i see a miracle... :)
it happens... whether or not you believe...
you were a miracle to someone...
someone will be a miracle to you someday!!!


the old boots you threw into garbage...
were a miracle to the janitor's son...
your immediate boss got a better job...
you loathed him... but he turned out to be your miracle... :)


sometimes in life...
you just got to realize...
that you are a miracle...
waiting to happen to someone!


we will witness a miracle...
today, tomorrow & everyday...
value the miracle...
its called LIFE!

Live it... Love it... Life is the Last Thing You Should Compromise With!

*True Story
*all names have been edited... :P

In this day, its very hard to a have home of your own... i know some who lived their whole life on rented accommodations... My daddy is a determined man... when our land lord refused to keep my milk (that i had to drink) in his fridge (when i was a baby); my dad got upset & a bought a fridge the next day... the landlord (sardar ji) got upset & chucked us out... within a year, we bought a janta... then a LIG... then a MIG (which we built up later & reside in till date)... then a HIG (which we rented out for 2 years & later sold off.... amity admission needed cash... lol)

i deviated from the real reason why i was writing this post... & that too so majorly... you would be shocked by the time you reach the end of it!

the only connection the 1st para has with this post is that the MIG that we live in, is face-to-face with a HIG... where Mr. T & his family lives... when we moved into this house (our sweet home)... the HIG mentioned was in shacks... it had a broken ceiling & it could collapse at any moment... but now when i look through my door... i see a huge 2.5 story awesomely built up house... when we moved into this house, Mr. T with his family lived in the HIG on rent... today he is its freggin' owner & he has many more properties (i have no clue how)... when we moved into this house, i was a kid & so were his daughters...

Note: i'm elder to his elder daughter by 2... My dad is a self made man & so is Mr. T (i believe)

today when i look out my door, i see their house lit up nice & bright.... why not, it was Diwali day before yesterday... but, why is lit up like a newly wed bride... oh... its because his daughter is getting married this month... the one who is younger to me by 2... she is tall, pretty face & to top it all, a MBA... but still, she is getting married so early... not a career woman haan??? i dont think so... its because even though she is old enough to get married, she still isen't old enough to make her own decisions.. what an irony! :P

As Mr. T. has risen from an almost broken-single-storied-rented-HIG to being the owner of multiple houses... he makes all the right moves... he makes all the decisions... & so, when he asked his daughter what kinda guy she wants to marry, & she told him that i wanna marry ******, all Mr. T. did was, give her a tight slap & now she is getting married to a guy she barely knows & never will love because he is not ****** & because Mr. T. said so & is giving away a 40 lakh apartment & LCDs (i know they bought 5) (& i am not aware of the other stuff)... to make her life comfortable which could not have been the same with *****, they would really have to struggle... i guess he made a trade... & she decided to be the practical one!

but i tell you what... even though the trade looks good... & even though his daughter will get happiness, she never will be content in life... because no matter how practical you get in life... time & again, you laugh, you cry, you get angry, you shout & scream... you do all that... as an outburst of emotions... & its an integral part of the human life...

its better to be the emotional one & fight the odds, rather than being the practical one & regretting the decision that changed your life.. your mind always diverts you towards the easy... its your heart that guides you towards the right!!!

live it... love it... life is the last thing you should compromise with! :P

For Some Reason...

I have never been a bright student... unless you consider the non competitive up till 4th standard as a benchmark for brightness... because tab tak, i was good... then, started the decline... everyone around me put up way too many hopes on me.. i will do this.. i will do that... docter banegi ladki... no, i dont wanna be a doctor... theek hai,, engineer ban ja... ummm... doctor bhi nai banegi, engineer bhi nai, toh kya jhaadu pochay waali banegi... WTF... aren't there any other professions apart from these three??? apparently, not! look at what you have done to yourself... you were the brightest in the family... now everyone else is ahead of you...

toh theek hai.. ban gai engineer... & because i was scared of Redos... i cleared 'em all in one go... toh the status was high again... wow... i have never heard of an engineer who has not given a repeat paper... please for Godz sake, i have heard of many... i was not in IIT... but for some reason, i knew i was not the black sheep... i knew i could get a decent package.. a decent job... & i did... Infosys, i believe is decent...

now, i am in Amity... a lotta people ask me why Amity post Infy... & i know why... i know i am not IIM material... even i was... i don't wanna be there... cuz i wanna jez chill... enoy life ya... n then... everyone tells me... you must be stupid to join Amity... n i think in my heart... & i believe in the same... that for some reason.. my decision ain't wrong... & one day... when i will be where i want to be... you will say... for some reason.. i din't believe she was right.... but for some reason... she turned up to be absolutely right!

CUZ i believe... for some reason... that i am RIGHT... :)

Hope Vs. Faith!

today, tomorrow & everyday... u'll come across so many people... some would be your family.... some your frenz... some acquaintances.... some "you recognize their face"... & some sheer strangers...

you see her smiling... you're jealous of her life...you see her smiling... you think her life is good... you wonder how to make your life just like hers... you wish you could smile just like her.... cuz you see her smiling.... but you're unaware of her pain... you sit next to her... & get talking about your life...

you realize that your's is so much better.... but you don't understand the reason why shez smiling... you have a family to support u... you have a life... but you're scared deep inside about the horrors of tomorrow... but you see her smiling... right through her sorrow.... you ask her... how amidst such trouble... can you smile?

she smiles at you... & tells you.... i dont have family support... i have a fucked up life.... but im not giving up... m putting up this fight... i dont believe in superstition.... i dont believe in others.... but i follow logic... & i have faith... in myself... i know for a fact... that even if the world turns its back on me... i still will have my faith... no matter how many times life brings me down... i will resurrect from ashes... if i keep my faith...


she gave you a lesson.... she taught you how... to stand tall when everything around you falls... she said that half the battle is won if you can conquer your brain... & that God will edit your future.... if only you work towards your faith.... she said that faith builds positive energies around you... never has a man got to the top if he believed others.... to get anywhere in life... you gotta have belief in yourself!!!

Love... Trust... & Blaaaah!!!

its a widely known fact... that women emote better than men... & that even though they get insecure pretty fast... they are the ones who trust others the most...

but i know a girl... who just cant seem to trust nobody... she can never take anyones' words... she wants proof for every darn thing under this Sun...

yes... that girl is me... i cant even trust the closest of my family... the people i love the most... the only ones that i have witnessed standing by me when the whole freaking world was laughing at me... yet... i don't trust that they will stand by me the next time... i don't trust that they know what is the best for me... i don't trust that their decision is the right one... they have never hurt me... yet i check their intentions....

i wonder what i will do ahead in my life... if i really cant trust anybody... :(

but i guess... i have been hurt way too many times by multiple people outside of my family... that makes it hard for me to trust just about anybody! :(