its a widely known fact... that women emote better than men... & that even though they get insecure pretty fast... they are the ones who trust others the most...
but i know a girl... who just cant seem to trust nobody... she can never take anyones' words... she wants proof for every darn thing under this Sun...
yes... that girl is me... i cant even trust the closest of my family... the people i love the most... the only ones that i have witnessed standing by me when the whole freaking world was laughing at me... yet... i don't trust that they will stand by me the next time... i don't trust that they know what is the best for me... i don't trust that their decision is the right one... they have never hurt me... yet i check their intentions....
i wonder what i will do ahead in my life... if i really cant trust anybody... :(
but i guess... i have been hurt way too many times by multiple people outside of my family... that makes it hard for me to trust just about anybody! :(
but i know a girl... who just cant seem to trust nobody... she can never take anyones' words... she wants proof for every darn thing under this Sun...
yes... that girl is me... i cant even trust the closest of my family... the people i love the most... the only ones that i have witnessed standing by me when the whole freaking world was laughing at me... yet... i don't trust that they will stand by me the next time... i don't trust that they know what is the best for me... i don't trust that their decision is the right one... they have never hurt me... yet i check their intentions....
i wonder what i will do ahead in my life... if i really cant trust anybody... :(
but i guess... i have been hurt way too many times by multiple people outside of my family... that makes it hard for me to trust just about anybody! :(
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