Friends... Lovers... Nothing!!!

Everyone makes mistakes... even the greatest of lovers... you cant perfect the relationships with time... nor with ever increasing experience...

You may have had your share of love affairs... you may think that you've had your share of mistakes too... but they ARE mistakes... the thumb rule is -- to never repeat them... the bottom line is -- you will still make them... new, different, BIGGER.. every time ;P

You see me... you love my eyes...
you hear me... you love my voice...
you pass by... you love my smile...

i see you... you wanna hold the glance...
i speak to others... you wanna talk to me...
i walk by... you wish i'd smile at you...

you wanna start with friends... become a lover... but this current nothing-ness kills you inside...
its tough to be friends... you gotta start with a hi... be overtly nice... probably always smile... when THEY need...
its tougher to be a lover... you gotta think, speak, breathe them... you gotta date mate fate them... to top it, you gotta remember each date... when THEY want...
its toughest to be a nothing... you gotta see smell watch from a distance... you gotta talk walk stalk in general... when YOU want!!!

SO JUST FRIENDS??? you dont want it!!! you want more!!!
SO LOVERS??? that's it... thats what you want... but do you also want a broken heart... & you know what comes after a broken heart... you go back to being the nothing... no... its a MISTAKE!!!
SO keep happy with being NOTHING???

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I'd rather STILL make the mistake... i cant be nothing... i'd STILL love the mistake... cuz its a BEAUTIFUL MISTAKE!!!!
you???
friends... lovers... or nothing???