My Bad

Have you ever been screamed at for a mistake you didn’t commit? Have you been in that situation when you cannot respond to the blame? Did you feel your ears burn up? Did you feel the trembling of your body & soul outta anger? Did you feel your tonsils hurt because of the saliva drying up inside your mouth? Did you hear a f*** you in your head when the words that came out were sorry? Why does sorry seem to be a hard word then? Why is it so hard to say sorry when you know you’re right???

You may say “cuz its against my morals”… hmmm… okhay... true that… I absolutely buy that… but then why is it so hard to say that you’re sorry when it WAS your mistake? Why do you still feel your ears burning up in flames? Why does your body still tremble? Why does your mouth still dry up? Why do you still wanna say a f*** you? Do you have any reason except the fact that your FAT EGO ain’t letting you accept that you can be wrong???

How can I describe these emotions that YOU feel so vividly? Well… cuz im human too… even though I know the difference between right & wrong & even though I know when am I absolutely right & when there are chances of faulting & that I am taking a risk… I still take that risk which ends up being a mistake… & my ego TOO does not wanna accept that my decision WAS WRONG!

But you know… these mistakes are your learning curve… this mistakes make you the smart a** that you wish to be eventually… So im not afraid… to make mistakes… it is & will always be hard to say im sorry… yet, accepting that you were not right is the 1^st step towards getting it right… make your mistake… apologize… but most importantly learn from it… & become a better person!!!