Sunday, August 1, 2010

The Best Kinna Feeling!!!!

when i was in tiny tots (the junior wing of DPS), i had a crush on the two toppers... if any other girl would talk to them or they would go & sit with someone else... i would burn out!!!! i felt an emotion called jealousy! :X

i grew up a little... participated in various competitions... once, the vicey, Miss. Renu Saxena maam (still Miss... & still looking the same) gave me 5 stars for getting all the spellings right in the surprise spell test she conducted... i felt elated... :)

i grew up some more... my marks went from 90's to 80's to 70's to 60's (late 60's) during my journey from tiny tots to the Xth standard... when the board result was out... i felt sad!!! :(

i still somehow managed to get science with computers in XIth.. so what if it was in the last list that the school declared!!! i decided in my heart that i will do well... i was filled with ambition... \m/

XIth did not live upto my expectation.. but i had the best of teachers in XIIth... & unlike the general trend of falling of grades from Xth to XIIth.. i demonstrated a jump... that too by 10% (late 70's)... i was filled with joy!!! :)

i joined an engineering college... i had heard college is supposed to be fun... but i can actually count the number of friends i had in college... max to max 5 in 4 years of B.Tech... my life was bland... i was disgusted!!! :(

then came infosys... training was grill time... but i made 4 - 5 more friends there... i thought life was beginning to get better... but i was posted to Chennai... how will i manage in Chennai... i felt fear!!! :'(

i quit & came back home... recession had just started so i had trouble getting back into a job... + mum got sick & had to be operated... she was advised 6 months of bed rest... & the 6 months that i stayed home without a job... i felt supreme anger!!! :@

but somehow i managed another job... things seemed to be getting on track... i felt my an emotion called "trust" in God returning!!!

& then i joined Amity Business School... where i made not just 1 or 2 or 3... i made so many friends that i wanna keep for life... now i know why they say "college is fun"... cuz for the first time in my college life... i felt the emotion called fun... i may have felt joy before... but thanks for making me emote via fun!!!

P.S. thank you all for binding with me in the relationship called friendship & being a part of my fun at some point of time or the other!!! :)

love you guys... happy frenz day!!!! muaaaaaaaaaah!!!!

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